Today, I was turned down for a job... And it just may be the best thing that's ever happened to me. Somehow, it's given me a renewed strength and motivation to get my life "back on track" so-to-speak. Not that I had been walking towards the deep end or anything, but I've just been static. I haven't been going anywhere.
Quite honestly, I've been at peace about the whole job thing from the start (I have to admit, I'm proud of my own maturity throughout the process.). I finally realized the concept of letting God have control, which , quite honestly, has never been something I've been very good at. I'm not perfect at it, by any means, but this was the first time I feel like I truly left it to God. I had no worry, no stress, no concern about the decision... And I feel growth in that.
Sure there was a small twinge of disappointment (only natural, right?), but overall, I was quite fine with the decision. (I think those around me were more upset than I was!!) I trusted completely that the right decision would be made and, if that decision didn't involve me getting the job, then that just meant there was something else for me out there. (: I like the idea of possibilities. I like having options and opportunity, so all-in-all, it's probably best for me. I have no idea what God has planned for me but I am so incredibly excited to find out!
